The start of a new year inevitably brings thoughts or conversations of new possibilities for the year ahead. For some of us, it’s no more than a passing thought of a commitment to become healthier or to sort out our finances. For others, whole activities are dedicated to these possibilities, through magazine collaging, letters to our future self, or other creative ways of recording the heart’s desires for the year ahead.
Whatever the approach we take to making plans for 2023, the Bible is clear:
‘A man’s heart plans his way, But the LORD directs his steps.’ (Proverbs 16:9)
So, does this mean that there’s really no point in planning? I wouldn’t say so. Instead, I would suggest that there’s an invitation for partnership with the Lord and to align our plans with His perfect will but, as Amos 3:3 would tell us, ‘How can two walk together unless they first agree?’.
Taking steps towards seeing plans fulfilled then, really means learning to stay in step with God and entering into agreement with His heart’s desires for our year ahead. But, how can we be sure that God speaks into such things? The real question is, why would we struggle to believe that He does? The question itself, I feel, is underpinned by our own sense of disappointment or fear that not only is God silent in matters of the heart, but He is also absent.
In the noise of a pluralistic culture, it’s not surprising that many of us cry out for God to make His will obvious or at least, predictable and ideally, to just ‘show up’ in a way that would cause us to never question His voice or His presence, again…
Surely, if God just showed Himself, we would believe?
But, we’ve been here before, needing pomp and ceremony and supernatural encounter in order to believe, and it serves us well to step back and remind ourselves that God already did all this. In our history as humankind, God revealed Himself supernaturally, as a Present and Almighty God.
“By day the Lord went ahead of them in a pillar of cloud to guide them on their way and by night in a pillar of fire to give them light so that they could travel by day or night. Neither the pillar of cloud by day nor the pillar of fire by night left its place in front of the people.” (Exodus 13:21)
This pillar of cloud and pillar of fire was the manifest presence of Almighty God. It shouldn’t escape us that God presented Himself in such a way that it not only made His existence undeniable, but also met the need and desire of the people to be warm, sheltered, and reassured of safety. His presence, in the form of this pillar, directed the steps of the Israelites through the wilderness.
Shocking as it sounds, this supernatural and awesome sight became little more than the landscape. Right in the midst of such a fearfully wonderful sight, the Israelites became afraid and over-familiar, scorning even the words of His prophet, Moses.
Presented as a supernatural being, we struggled to relate to God; we approached Him as the unknown, feared Him as the unknown, and rejected Him as the unknown. As His people would not draw near to Him as Almighty God, then He would become man, and walk amongst us.
Hebrews 1:1 gives us an account of this: “Going through a long line of prophets, God has been addressing our ancestors in different ways for centuries. Recently he spoke to us directly through his Son.”
In John 14, God makes His Presence known in Jesus, as God incarnate. Listen to Jesus’ words: “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one can come to the Father except through me. If you had really known me, you would know who my Father is. From now on, you do know him and have seen him.”
You can almost hear God, shouting to us as if from across a chasm…
‘It’s me! I’m here! Do you not recognise me?’
Yet despite being face to face with God as man, we hear a familiar question asked by Philip, one of His disciples, “Lord, show us the Father, and we will be satisfied.” Surely, if God just showed Himself, we would believe?
Jesus replied, “Have I been with you all this time, Philip, and yet you still don’t know who I am? Anyone who has seen me has seen the Father! So why are you asking me to show him to you? Don’t you believe that I am in the Father and the Father is in me? The words I speak are not my own, but my Father who lives in me does his work through me. Just believe that I am in the Father and the Father is in me. Or at least believe because of the work you have seen me do”. (John 14: 8-9)
Even presented as human, we struggled to relate to God. Presented as human, we approached Him as human, judged Him as human, and crucified Him, as human. In the days following his resurrection, Jesus again helped reframe our understanding, helping us to grasp that He is not just Son of Man, born of a woman (Galatians 4:4), but Son of God, born of the Spirit (Luke 1:26-38).
By this same Spirit, we have open access, an ‘Access All Areas pass’ if you like, to areas of intimacy and authenticity with Almighty God like humankind has never known before. He continues to speak, just as Jesus said He would:
“I have much more to say to you, more than you can now bear. But when he, the Spirit of truth, comes, he will guide you into all the truth. He will not speak on his own; he will speak only what he hears, and he will tell you what is yet to come.” (John 16:12, NIV)
Here, God reveals himself through the person of the Holy Spirit; the Wonderful Counsellor; the still, small, but ever-present and ever-accessible, voice of God.
Maybe some of our misconceptions about the voice of God are connected to our tendency towards religious jargon for our journey of faith. So often, we talk about ‘hearing’ the voice of God. But, does ‘hearing’, actually mean ‘hearing?’.
Think about it, when you recall a number such as a phone number or pin number, how do you do it? Do you ‘hear’ the number in your head or the corresponding sound of the beeps? Do you see the numbers, like a picture? Do you recall how you wrote them down and recall the memory of it? Do you remember the pattern your fingers make as you enter them?
I ask this because we all receive and recall information differently, through different styles of processing. We learn and understand according to these different styles. To reduce the voice of God to hearing only is the equivalent of only ever communicating by talking – no written word, no poetry, no art, no music, no dance or movement.
God does have an audible voice (1 Samuel 3, Matthew 3:17), but more often than not, the voice of God can be quiet and it can be a challenge to quieten all other voices, in order to hear His. This sense of God speaking to us may be what the world calls our ‘voice of conscience’, a familiar sound within our own souls.
For some of us, His voice may be visual - we receive the voice of God through seeing or visualising His voice through pictures or visions, or like watching a scene play out in our mind. What the world calls our ‘mind’s eye’, may well be the gift of visualising God’s voice by partnering our imagination with His heart.
And then, there’s what the world calls ‘intuition’, or a ‘sixth sense’ - that sense that something just feels right or feels wrong, a deep sense of this way or that way as the right way. This is also God speaking to us, through movement or sensation or a sense of conviction. In Christian circles, we might call this ‘discernment’.
But why does the sound of His voice too often sound like our own thoughts? Is it just an overactive imagination? Why can’t we tell whether our intuition is influenced by fear or faith?
As Romans 8:16 tells us, we have a spirit, and “The Spirit himself testifies with our spirit.” But, we also have a soul and a body. Just as He is Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, each sharing in the nature of God, we are made in His image (Genesis 1:27), we are also tripartite – as spirit, soul and body – separate parts of me, but still ‘me’, and all intrinsically sharing my nature.
John 8:47 promises that when we belong to God, we can recognise Him. When we say yes to Jesus as our Lord and Saviour, our spirit becomes awakened to His spirit. It’s as if our own spirit offers us a secret place of meeting, where we can learn to recognise His presence and His voice. That is, we receive the ‘Access All Areas pass’ to our own private audience with the King.
There is no longer a chasm between us from which he calls out, but a secret place, within our own spirit which we often interact with from the place of our soul – our mind, our thinking, our processing. From this secret place within our spirit, we hear His voice within our soul, echoed as thoughts, pictures, or sensations, all as familiar as the sound of our own voice.
Simply put, let’s take the pressure off trying to figure out how to fulfil our heart’s desires for 2023. Instead, let’s trust God’s ability to direct us and our God-given ability to recognise when He does.
“Whether you turn to the right or to the left, you will recognise a voice behind you, saying, “This is the way; walk in it.” (Isaiah 30:21)
Debbie Harvie